Ugh. I so badly want to pin him down and talk at him about the R. To get my thoughts and beliefs out. To cheerlead for US and advocate for the good we could have if he were willing to just try.
I'm just journaling to get it out and let it go. I'm in a weak moment. Yuck.
BF:40 M:33 SD: 12 T: 8, never married, no kids together BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try". PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".
