Have I any hope.... (Part 3)

[bashy]

D just told me WAW has new flowers in her living room... they're the ones I got her. She either just likes them or they mean something.... mind reading again. Today is difficult. Got a text from WAW asking was I collecting D from school. She knew I was. I told her two days ago in our final contact that I would collect her every Friday. I responded politely by saying yes and could she bring my stuff to my dads when collecting D. She replied 'ok will do'.
NC will continue but it's hard on days when you are alone about thinking 'have I done the right thing' or 'if only I'd done this or that different'.
One thing I forgot to mention I think in the previous post during out final chat was she said she loves spending time as a family and family unit but when we are together she doesn't have 'those' feelings for me. I suppose that's why I said above about doing the right thing.

Funny how I said I was done yet I'm back within a couple of days lol