barely holding on - 3

[dawgy]

Tummy is better . Macdonald s junior chicken sandwichs saved me . I said to heck with the healthy eating and just try to get some food in . Then when I feel better i will get on some healthy stuff > U Turn , I hope you didnt misunderstand what i was saying about interacting with women during GALing . Im not suggesting anything other than platonic relations and harmless flirting to build the confidence . Because frankly i dont care how much preaching goes on here about its not our fault and the problem is with our spouses not us . Well I bet every last one of us feels alot less confident and less appealing than we did before our sitches started . My point is to drive home the FACT that we are all still able to find a new mate that finds us attractive in many ways . Im not going to sleep with any ( although the opportunity is there ) Im only being friendly and maybe a little flirty and the response is well recieved which in turn is building my confidence . I cant keep falling into that hole she keeps kicking me into . Its too hard on me . However i will stay committed to her and I will NOT cheat .