Originally Posted By: bustingout
I am scared. Really and I didn't expect it. I am not afraid of being alone (anymore) I am afraid to trust my H whether we R or not.

keep that fear as your shield, I don't think their is anything wrong with that.

When he proves to you through consistant action that it is unfounded then I think you may be able to drop your shield.
Until then, keep it raised.

My .02

Me-70, D37,S36