barely holding on - 3

[dawgy]

Hey guys Dawgy here . Im starting to come out of a bad place that ive been in all this week . A couple things changed , I put my ring back on . Not to gain a reaction from her because Im sure she wouldnt care but as per conversation here it got me thinking and yeah Im not willing to remove it while Im still married and committed to my vows .If we separate I will continue to wear it . If we divorce then it will be removed and likely pawned for a jug of rum . lol
In the process of GAling ive mentioned about my interaction with other women and temptations that go along with it . It struck me last night at my sons football game that hey !! everything is going to work out one way or the other . If me and W make it then fine . But if we dont im kind of excited to know that there are countless other women out there looking for me . So i will not ever be alone unless I choose it .

Now Im not telling any of you guys to go out and see whats out there for you as far as mates but i think it is therapy for me . I have been practicing self control and Im not going to have an affair but I am going to interact with women just to remind me of what a great catch I am . Great for my confidence . U Turn , Mlp you can do the same without cheating , flirting is fine and it does make you realize life will go on and you will be happy again whatever way things go for us . Some will say not to do this , its not proper DBing but i think if you set boundaries with yourself this can do wonders for your confidence rebuilding . Just a thought , I know Im gonna hear it for this one lololol Dawgy