HopeTex - can't offer much except to let you know I'm pulling (and praying!) for you. Cordial is better, though it makes things very surreal.

Get some exercise. If you can't run, walk a long way. Your appetite will return. Mine has, now I'm running and swimming to get good endorphins in my system.

There is one thing I've been doing. Pondering one aspect of this mess at a time while visualizing laying the rest at God's feet. He keeps picking up that bundle and smiling at me, as if to say "Thanks for letting me do what I said I would do."


Me: 43 XW: 43
T15 M14
D21, SS15, S11, D8
BD: 8/6
EA / possible PA discovered 9/29
D final 10/20