It's so funny Maybell...

Two weeks ago I said to my IC, "I'm going to be okay."

And she said to me, "I like what you just said there."

"What?" I asked her.

"You said, 'I'm going to be okay.' That's good."

And I thought, "Oh hell no...I totally don't believe that. I'm just saying that!"

But then I have days where I really just drop the rope and say, "It doesn't matter anymore. All will be okay no matter what happens, because this just stinks."