barely holding on - 3

[u-turn]

Wow-I think that all the time.

It does make me feel better sometimes.

I tend to forget that she is out of control and did not just decide one day to hurt me - and keep doing it. I tend to forget about the MLC aspect but when I re-read and dig deeper into that, it makes sense.

I can't say for sure if that is what has happened/is happening, but I also cannot say what else it is. It is very familiar when I read other's posts (yours).

I'm so glad I found this place - I would be in such a BAD place without all of the great people here. I've learned so much.