Need to figure out how to move forward (thread #4)

[shodan]

i hear ya. That is why i am trying to be patient and will give this a month or two. If no action on her part, I am filing for D. I actually am in a decent place honestly. The more I let go, the more I just don't care. I know that sounds bad but it allows me to feel less pain and hurt. Which is my #1 goal right now.

but let me think about whether I do this now or later. Thanks for the feedback and continued help.