With that said by her, I commented that I was ready to move on. It was my first choice but that I needed to protect myself. I told her that I did not deserve this pain and did not deserve to live in a sex less, affection less, attention less marriage. I said that I deserve better, as did she. and then I said that frankly this whole process has been exhausting. If she did not want to work on our M and commit to a loving, mature relationship with no outside distractions, then we should just call it like it is.
This seemed to wake her up a bit.
For that moment, yes it probably did, but now she will be watching you closely to see if your actions align with your words. I think she's going to try to throw you just enough bones to keep your plate spinning as her "Plan B" (in the "2nd choice" sense of the word, not the Harley "PLan A/Plan B" sense) until she can figure out what she wants to do.
I still don't think she has any credible fear of losing you if she doesn't change course, Sho. I really don't.
