W stopped over last night for dinner, then ran S11 to a doc appt while I ran to the grocery. When she left for the night, we planned a date for either tomorrow night or Sat (depending on her work schedule).
While at the grocery, I look down a long aisle and see OM and his son! That's the first time I've ever seen him in person. He headed down a different aisle and didn't see me. A few secs later we almost crossed paths again, but he didn't see me that time either. I seriously don't know how I would have reacted should we have made eye contact or passed each other. I rushed through the grocery on high alert because I had so many emotions running through me.
Tonight I'm heading over to 2 of W's friend's house to chat about the email I sent a while back (questioning our friendship after hearing they were out with W and OM). I had text them a few weeks ago asking if we could get together and just hear each other out. I expect it to be an 'agree to disagree' conversation. I have no intent on blaming or arguing- this is more to just hear each other out so we can put it behind us and move forward regardless of what happens with W and I. Although I felt the talk was necessary, it's especially important should W and I continue to work towards a possible R.
