I don't love you anymore

[nova]

You're right Ss06, I do need to detach more. Every time I think I have, something comes up that makes me realize I'm not quite there yet. Just have to keep on pushing through. Had talk with MIL, and told her that anything that we talk about should just be between us. I think I should also be a little more cognizant about how much I share with family and friends, just so that I limit these type of situations.

I was watching an episode of House last night, which is one of my favorite shows, and there was an interesting line in the episode. "I'm fine, I'm just not happy." I think that is a pretty accurate statement of where I am right now. I'm ok, job is going well, I'm eating healthier and exercising, I'm GAL'ing. But I'm not happy, at least not the happy I was before. Most of the time I just feel neutral. Sure there are some things that have made me hapy over the past few months, and things that have made me really sad, but for the most part, I feel, blah. Like I'm just going through the motions. So that's my next goal to work toward, along with detaching. I'm fine, now I just need to get to happy.