The Waiting One (and tired of it)

[Atsbaby]

Thanks Shining. I know OW is a bandaid, but it's so hard to keep that train of thought!

GB- I never thought about the history piece. You're so right. He's running from his past, I'm his past and present. Hopefully his future, but only time will tell. He has LOTS of work to do on himself and our relationship!

Matt- you make me laugh! I should move my gun next to the bed, he'll think twice next time You are so right that he is pursuing for himself, which I guess would be why he is pursuing. Plus it reassures him I'm still here.

Not anymore. I'm detaching and setting strict boundaries. I really want a relationship with him, but not one where I'm not respected. I think I need to figure out how he can "miss" me more.

Currently trying to find a "date" for Friday night. I have tickets to see Joel Osteen. Need more God in my life. I was hoping Clark would come, but I get it, he's mad at God too.

Goal: not to be a doormat, gullible or give in easily.