Anyone else get "itchy"? I'm itchy for answers. For status. For his thoughts. For his perspective.
I am desperately trying to stay away from my phone lest I initiate a text. I'm desperate to ask him on a date and talk about NOTHING but fun stuff.
A date is definitely pursuing, I know this. I wasn't good at making him feel wanted, desired during our M. Would a "date" be a 180 or an excuse to do something I want to do?
I worry also about coming on too strong. I sent that "bring your heart and your suitcase" text over the weekend, then I heavily complimented him yesterday.... maybe I should back off for a bit.
Confused? Conflicted? ME??? Nah.
Drop me some perspective here folks. I'm spinning. I want to DO, DO, DO.
And suddenly I'm hearing MWD say, "sometimes doing nothing is doing something".
p.s. still no direct word on the job. i'm starting to worry that the place is SO disorganized they can't get back to someone about a job that they are desperate to fill. Oy.
