I just wanted to reach out. You always have such great advice for the other posters here. I have been reading your sitch a lot and haven't had many words for you that would be of any help as we all know I am def not a seasoned vet around this place!
Catching up today I had to say something. I really relate to how you feel and you sound like how I felt a couple months ago. I just want you to know there is light at the end whether it be with H or not.
I am by no means a vet so I won't even venture to give advice but just know that people do change. For the better and sometimes for the worst. Maybe your H is done and maybe he isn't but YOU will be happy and you will make someone very happy one day. I too struggled with wanting the boys to grow up in a home with both parents. But you know what if They don't that's okay too. As long as they have love and support from both parents they too will be okay. Make sure you take time for yourself and do things that make you happy. I hear the pain in your posts lately and my heart goes out to you.
