I was doing so good

[dawgy]

Thx Mlp . as usual your words are kind and wise . I feel myself slipping in and out of depression . I dont think this is a good thing . I m afraid of slipping the wrong way . The constant up and down of emotion is wearing me thin . I want to get up and stay up . Sometimes i think that being up and down is as bad as being down totally .Life seems like so much work now and 9 months ago it was great . happy to get up and on with a day . And ticked off when a day ended . Now i cant wait to go home and go to bed and try to sleep