Having a hopeless moment. Figured I post. I know this is a marathon and not a sprint but the roller coaster ride of emotions has me still.
Right now (at this very moment) I'm scared he's seeing my efforts as an amiable split. I'm scared he's as done as he said he was in the beginning.
Truth is I have no idea what's going on in his head and there's always hope. I need to focus on me, not him. Every day is a new day.
I feel marginally better, now.
BF:40 M:33 SD: 12 T: 8, never married, no kids together BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try". PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".
