Thanks Turn buddy . Another good post to help Dawgy survive through this . Sometimes i feel myself man up and it feels great and i say to heck with it , Im gonna get on with my life and do well again . But that is still on this side of the mountain that im climbing . I want to get past this and make it to the top but I keep sliding down . It gets very tiring getting back up and to keep on climbing .


Me 45 W 45
Son 16 Son 14
Married 23 together 27
W threatened sep several times
W still at home
A discovered Mar 17 2014
A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )