Back to stressed out and distant H last night. I came home and he was fixing my leaky toilet but was very distracted and seemed upset. I asked if he was ok and he said no- but I will be. I left it alone after that. I know he had IC yesterday, and we've had some pretty intense days lately. He's also trying to start a new company and still needs to figure out where to live etc. trying not to mind read- could be any number of things that have nothing to do with me/us.
So on a separate note- time to refocus on me. Going to boot camp today, have my IC, and D12 bday is this weekend so need to finish shopping for her.
Ahhhh I feel so all over and still react to/sucked in by H's moods. Working on more detachment- I know it's a process.
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown
