barely holding on - 3

[u-turn]

Well - not the emotion that I was hoping it was I guess. More like - the I'm too tired to make this work and keep trying (with me).

It seems like she is still in contact with OM. I am really trying to re-focus on DBing, but also trying to gain my integrity back.

I am going to give my ring back to her today. She hasn't worn hers in a couple months. I know this is small to some people, but it is huge to me. I will give it to her and tell her that I will wear it again when it is right and means something. She basically told me the same when I saw that she wasn't wearing hers and I asked her about it. I respected this action from her.

It will be the first sign from me outside of the house that there are problems.