Keep hanging in there Lisa. It may be time to go on a date, shake you out of your rut. Not stat up an actual, just change the scenario some. Maybe not tho.
You need a vet to weigh in on that one.

Try to keep up the PMA.

Me: 34 W:33
T: 10 M: 6
S: 6 D: 5
BD: 5/14
Still together(ish)
Not giving up: 7/14
D talk has slowed, a lot.
Gradually working on things together. Still separate bedrooms.
Slow and Steady wins the race.