The Waiting One (and tired of it)

[Atsbaby]

I have his keys and I really should change the garage code so he doesn't know it, but then my kids would probably tell him. It's so difficult with young kids because they just aren't responsible enough yet.

So s10 football was cancelled tonight, premature if you ask me. D9 and I ran 1/2 mile tonight. She starts cross country in 2 weeks. Then I grabbed s off the playground and we got dinner. I was nice and asked Clark if he wanted to eat with us. He came back to the house and after 15 minutes, called asking if the dog needed to be let out...what? Probably, I don't know. Is he telling you needs too? Let me use my ESP with him, then I'll let you know

So he was kind of like the old Clark tonight. I remained distant, plus still mad at myself. We ate then I took the dog for a walk...needed away from Clark for so many reasons. He apparently did NOT go back to his mothers last night. Kids were really upset they didn't see him this morning, and of course he left at 5 last night. They told me they would have rather been with me. Unfortunately this is a battle that I won't be able to fight once custody is reached.

Whatever, I let it go and moved on. He asked about figuring out weighted grades...I think he was using this as an excuse for me to "help" him. I'm not giving advice regarding home work. Just validating.

He left after a small chat about classes. He is beginning to notice I'm not telling him much about me . Then texted shortly after he left. Clark is pursuing and by golly, I'm not going to fall for it! I HAVE to break this cycle.

So my goal tonight is to finish my homework and go to bed...do not answer anymore of his texts!