I hear you, Maybell. It's just too painful. The only jewelry I wear is a bracelet I designed and had made (cheaply) that says "grace" on it to remind me of how I want to be in his presence. I can't wear perfume he gave me, jewelry, I can't wear my hair the same way, there's a specific bra I refuse to wear (mostly because it's SUPER uncomfortable but he LOVED it).
I just can't.
I'm indulging in a glass of wine. Cheers on your vodka lemonade!
