Maybell X

[Maybell]

I can't pull out my PMA when he contacts me. I don't know what it is. I just can't get there. I'm OK with every other part of my life except him. When I think of him, I just sink into a black hole.

I wanted to be able to put my ring on again but I'm not sure I can.

Was yesterday really so bad? Am I just so deep in my own perspective that I can't get out?

It's so nice to see good things happening for other people. Why can't I rise to the occasion? I talk a good game...