"Of course i want to ask for her forgiveness but that is against db rules."

Where does it say that? Did you actually read the book? Is it in there?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER