barely holding on - 3

[u-turn]

Thanks Tarheel - this is so helpful.
I do have to get my act together before I pull the trigger and really evaluate this. Although everything these days is life changing, this would really be life changing. I am close though.

There was some movement this morning (hers) - a lot of emotion (hers), and I have to step back and see what that is about - while still trying to detach (if that makes any sense). She definitely is in some kind of turmoil over her life and decisions right now. I don't know if her actions are going to be toward or away right now. She was a great mother to our kids yesterday and maybe that had an affect on her.