I just couldn't put it on anymore. I would slip it on in a half decent mood and it felt like getting punched in the stomach. The truth is I don't have a wife right now so it's hard to wear a symbol saying I do.
Do what makes you feel better. We need to become whole, happy people or it won't matter if they do come back because the relationship will be worst.
Resentment occurs when we aren't doing what we need to care for ourselves, though we expect others to do it for us.