For me that is about once a week. DB'ing when your WAS is being just plain evil, or is lashing out and hurting you is tough.

I switch between just wanting this to be over, to seeing a glimmer of hope in my WAW eye and getting hope.

Then I get hit in the face by her actions. And I lay bloodied on the floor just trying to stuff something into the whole in my heart...

So yes, this is normal.

Me: 35
Her: 33
D : 16
S : 9
Together: 14 years
Married: 12
She left 4/14/2014
Separated: 5/25/2014
OM Confirmed 7/2014
She filed 8/7/2014
I Filed 10/21/2014
Divorce final 2/12/2015