Maybe I'm an emotional 'tard, maybe I just over complicate everything.

Has anyone ever gotten to a point where the solution to the "hole in your heart" was to just get the situation over with more than it was to have her back? I know it sounds like I'm in the tedious details but that's how it seems now. I still love her, I do but the hurt seems to have a different solution now.

Is this just normal part of GAL?

Resentment occurs when we aren't doing what we need to care for ourselves, though we expect others to do it for us.