I had gotten real quiet last night and I noticed in doing that she got very nice and became very talkative and interested in my needs. I can see she feels guilty. And she can see that I'm hurting. I am actively moving forward with logistics of this because I have to find a home to live in. I know I'm supposed to be treating her like a friend/sister. But right now there's a lot of unspoken feelings. Trying to keep my head up and grasping for information. I think today I just need to let it be. Hey day that I don't work on us or me I just let things go where they might.
Me43/WAW43..M 4y..S1 11/S2 4..Bomb2/2014..Dfile 5/2014..Settlement signed 8/20/14..D final 8/29/14 I moved out 10/10/14..WAW got D she wanted. I wanted R. No waiting,just no boundaries in her way.
