I was really hoping that this weekend would be a chill fest. Instead it bcame a true labor. Friday night the band had just started warming up for the scrimmage and the clouds looked a bit angry. D15 kept telling me that she hoped it rained and they caould just go hime. Well she got her wish and I was drenched. D14 decided not to go to the pool party since she was drenched as well.

Saturday, I was getting(and I suppose I still am) stressed that S18 hasn't told his grandparents about his situation. What, is he going to wait until she is here? They don't have any sense of urgency to get things figured out or in an sort of order. Man they have so much growing up to do. I am trying to step back from it but it is really hard for me. In the past I have always tried to help everyone fix their problems. More recently, I have been learning how to step back and let them work it out. Now though it is different and it is really difficult waiting for him to ask me for help.
My new9er) cable box got unplugged and when I plugged it back in, it basically stopped all of my cable to my tv. It wasn't responding to my remote and the display wasn't showing up as it should. So having to exchange that today. I dedided I better mow by backyard as it was getting out of hand. I did something to my shoulder and babied it Sunday and yesterday.

I am going to a hypnotherapy tonight. I need to deal with this stress better and get unstuck again.

Hope you all are having a lovely day.

kat

Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory