I was doing so good

[dawgy]

Thanks guys but i feel so exhausted from all of this . I want to be there for her but it doesnt seem possible once she leaves . Once she leaves it feels like the real damaged will be done . Some days I do feel fairly positive about the sitch but when she throws the im leaving card out there , it ruins me for days . I hve been pretty strong for 6 months now and i was hoping to hear the affair was over and things would be on the mend but now it looks like we re starting a whole new level