H and I both talked some after the BBQ about how it was hard for both of us to see the "couple time" people were having. I got a little emotional again ( stupid alcohol!) about some things I was still working through. H was awesome, berry supportive and wanted to understand how I was feeling and what my thought processes were. He checked in on me this morning to make sure I was ok.
I also forgot to mention that the other day when he had the R talk and was saying he didn't know which way he was going to go, he also talked about how I was his best friend ( a lot) and he also went to Home Depot that day to get things to fix up some house issues. I need to dig deep and keep working on me. There are a lot of positives here. Need to focus on those and just be still ( as Job always tells people).
Glad I have this board to vent on though- kept me from reacting in a more if the same way and allowed for fruitful interactions.
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown
