I was doing so good

[dawgy]

Ok thx Tarheel . This is truly the worst thing ive ever had to deal with in my life . I feel so hopeless. I know if I deatach more she will leave , I know shes not bluffing this time . She says she hates to come home , she hates being alone , hates to go to bed even though i dont touch hre ( I want to though ) and shes alone because im trying to detach . I wish there was a pill to make this all better . dam im hurting