Ok Pilot . Thx friend . I realize i cant control this and I have to let go of her . Ive never felt so helpless Ive got to man up and move on . But i still love her so . My number 1 worry is the boys finding out whats been going on . It scares me more than anything . My sons wont be able to handle it .


Me 45 W 45
Son 16 Son 14
Married 23 together 27
W threatened sep several times
W still at home
A discovered Mar 17 2014
A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )