Wants to leave again after a month!!!

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HI CP,
I am stuck on a roller coaster that won't stop moving. I don't know what else to do. It's a very disfunctional relationship if you can even call it that......I think I am losing my mind. I am starting a new thread to get some help. I am sure everyone here is sick of hearing from me. I am embarrassed that I am still on this roller coaster and don't know how to get off. He is still living in the house because he won't leave BUT he wants to. He just wants us to continue to run our business together and co-parent. I can't. It's hard enough without the daily interaction. Hence why we are stuck. Then he will give me a glimmer of hope and I crumble and fall back into the same patters.

How are you doing? Is your husband gone for good? I hope you are doing well. It will give me hope that I will make it through this miserable time of my life. Thanks for checking up on me. I am going to start a new thread.