H just took the kids to meet his new "friend". I'm beyond pissed. I want to rip his head off right now. I feel so stupid for wanting to work things out. I'm such an idiot!
amacin T - 12 years M - 8 years S 7 D 3 DB - 07-10-14 WAS \ ILYBNILWY \ MLC
So H stopped by unannounced today and got really mad when he saw that our neighbour was over watching a movie. He refused to even hug our daughter because she was sitting with the neighbour. (The neighbour is male and JUST a friend)(and he's been our neighbour for 10 years) but H assumes I'm sleeping with him which I'm not. So now he only wants to contact through email and lawyers. So hurt. And I feel so alone.
amacin T - 12 years M - 8 years S 7 D 3 DB - 07-10-14 WAS \ ILYBNILWY \ MLC
So H and I have reached an agreement for our seperation. It's gone to the lawyers to be drawn up so we can sign it and make everything legal. We're getting along a lot better now. I still miss him but I'm not sure if we can or should be together. I don't know who he is now. Or even who I am. Its so complicated now. 😔 I have no idea what to do
amacin T - 12 years M - 8 years S 7 D 3 DB - 07-10-14 WAS \ ILYBNILWY \ MLC