Don't be so tough on yourself, for crying out loud. If you were perfect at this you'd have elbowed MWD out of the way and written the books.

Our anniversary was much harder than I expected it to be. Prepare yourself, even if you have to use that "off" switch of yours, and boy oh boy I sure wish I had one. If the FU attitude floats to the surface, just stare it in the face and don't pick it up.

Starsky quoted that line from Band of Brothers... I edited it to suit my sitch, probably should stick to watching movies, rather than rewriting them.
Quote:
We’re all scared. You hid in that ditch YOU ARE LOSING YOUR COOL because you think there’s still hope YOU ARE STILL NOT DETACHED. But Blithe, the only hope you have is to accept the fact that you are already dead DIVORCED. And the sooner you accept that the sooner you’ll be able to function as a soldier LBS is supposed to function. Without mercy FALSE HOPE. Without compassion DESPAIR. Without remorse ANY EXPECTATIONS. All war ALL DB-ING depends on it. --Lt. Ronald Speirs


I have been meaning to ask about your mom. How is she doing?

M:54, H:55
T:33, M:27
12/13 BD: EA
01/14 BD: PA, H leaves
03/14 H & OW break up
05/14 H says he will file for D
08/14 H initiates D
09/14 H wants to R
12/14 Still bungling our way through R