So I went to a friends house today to help her pack her father's house for his move. It was nice to take a break from my thoughts and have some fun.
I'm struggling tonight. Clark is at the football game, which I can't even watch since I'm so upset, and my babies are at my MIL.
I don't know who Clark went with, but I keep projecting it's the OW. I just can't get this out of my head...I really hate being in here!
He has been respecting my boundaries. He let me know he was coming to get a jacket and then let me know when he was at the house. Also wished me a good day. I did not respond to any except the first text to thank him for letting me know, and even then I waited a while to reply
Still trying to detach. It's hard when he begins this pursuing....deep breath and relax. Tomorrow's a new day!
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile
