Everything isn't going to suddenly be OK. There will be ups and downs and good and bad. That's just life. You have a lot of expectations.

How can you deal with those expectations?

It's important for you to know your boundaries. Do you?

Slow down and enjoy where you are right now. Don't borrow trouble from tomorrow. smile

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss