I'm so glad you found love again...in the form of makeup.

You seem to be doing fairly well with detaching. Your H seems to be a little lost right now, what with the secretly placed fake old letters.

Sorry you have had to deal with all the bad. Enjoy the newfound fun person you seem to be turning into.

Me: 34 W:33
T: 10 M: 6
S: 6 D: 5
BD: 5/14
Still together(ish)
Not giving up: 7/14
D talk has slowed, a lot.
Gradually working on things together. Still separate bedrooms.
Slow and Steady wins the race.