I've been reading a lot of the old threads in anticipation of "the purge" and have been finding some helpful posts, like this one, written by "Coach." It made me think of you and your situation.
Quote:
LBS creed -

I can handle anything thrown my way. I am responsible for my actions, thoughts and happiness.

I will respect my WAS and let their problems be their problems. I am fun, confident, interesting and capable. I am attractive. I am interested in others' well being. I choose to thrive regardless of my circumstance.

I am a warrior.
I'm praying for you, HopeTex, and your W. I know the night seems very dark right now.

M:54, H:55
T:33, M:27
12/13 BD: EA
01/14 BD: PA, H leaves
03/14 H & OW break up
05/14 H says he will file for D
08/14 H initiates D
09/14 H wants to R
12/14 Still bungling our way through R