One of those days today, weather is Grey and so is my mood, I feel lost today, I just want my h at home and I don't know if that's ever going to happen. It really is one step forward and twenty back, H and had great text interaction yesterday and he had to drop off something last night, and all was light and breezy, then today, I can feel the distance, it may be in my head, but it just feels really bloody hard sometimes.
