feeling angry today. angry that I have been doing everything WAW wants as far as this D. Agreeing to it! settlement when i want R! Now wishing I was in my own home doing what I want. Ready to move forward. WISHING I could go dark now. Tired of the efforts to hold this marriage together on my own. Guess I am just feeling resentful for doing all of the DB and making such changes for me and not feeling noticed or important. Wondering IF and when WAW could possibly get out of her fog. We had some friends of mine visit this weekend. Out of town guests with kids. I handled all cooking and cleaning. waiting on everyone hand and foot. WAW was chatty with everyone and seemed to enjoy herself. Lots of parenting talk and home decor, etc. After dinner, everyone worked their way to bed. I was left with friend and wife. Friends wife pulled me aside and said everything appeared fine. She cannot believe why my WAW wants out. I was told how great I looked, asked about my exercise and diet things. Genuinely impressed. Then she ask why my WAW would want to leave such a good husband. She could see all I had been doing. SHE NOTICED my 180's. My friend, after his wife went to bed mentioned he was driving in town and told his wife that he was wanting to talk to my WAW and tell her what a good father, great husband I was. That he had never seen a man love a woman as much as I have told him over the past few years. He feels sorry that she would leave behind a great husband and do this to the kids. I was shocked. I asked him not to do that as she might get upset at him. I told him IF he wanted to let her know those things, it might be better received in an email or on the phone once he returns home. All I ask as that he be kind, which I knew he would. Thoughts? help
Me43/WAW43..M 4y..S1 11/S2 4..Bomb2/2014..Dfile 5/2014..Settlement signed 8/20/14..D final 8/29/14 I moved out 10/10/14..WAW got D she wanted. I wanted R. No waiting,just no boundaries in her way.
