GG, Your h noticed how you looked and he will remember how you looked long after he's gone home. Mlcers notice everything, especially when we look great, but they will not make much mention of it because they don't want you to know that you caught her attention.
Continue to be yourself and enjoy the time away from the farm whenever you can. Your h is very lost and one day, he'll get that deck done for you when you least expect it. If and when he does, be sure to compliment him on doing it.
Take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
