In fact, I'm starting to wonder why I even want to R. I'm starting to just feel super discouraged and feel like I could do a lot better. Unfortunately that's creeping into my interactions with him. I'm tired of being nice and compassionate and understanding. NC, with the exception of this stupid BS, is making me more and more angry and I just want to be done.
Feel free to hit me with the 2x4s. I'm just feeling really frustrated.
Me: 35, H: 37, no kids Together since 2002, Married since 2007 IDKIILY: 2/2013 MC: 5/2013-6/2014 H stated he was REALLY done: 4/2014 I moved out 7/6/14 H filed end of 8/2014 but still hasn't served me