barely holding on - 3

[u-turn]

I do not want to give that to her - and don't want it at all, but I'm likely to have a breaking point.

It's funny though - we used to be able to just talk about tough topics. I could just ask her the tough questions and she could answer them and she could do the same to me. We could really figure it all out. All of that is gone now.

Now it's eggshells, fake happiness, and avoidance.