Igit newbie needs help part 3

[pilot]

I feel for you igit. None of what your W does makes sense. For that matter no WAW does anything that makes sense, so no point in dwelling on what they do. Keep your focus on yourself and making the improvements on yourself. As tough as it is, you just have to keep letting your W do what she is going to do. And IF and WHEN you reach that breaking point, then it is time to let go and move on. I really hope you do not get to that point. I feel like I am there, and one thing I have realized that reaching that point is NOT going to be an instant relief, or a magical happy place.