First, I'm sorry you find yourself here. This board is a great support system. Gotta ask. Why do you want to talk about the R? I'm just curious because your bf says it's done. And your old R is done. So I'm wondering why you think talking about the R changes anything? There is nothing you will say that will change anything. Actions speak louder than words.
First, DBing and GAL is for you. I know you are frightened, however wondering if he noticed your changes doesn't help you in any way. And even if you move in Oct, that doesn't mean R isn't possible.
It's great that you are making changes for you yo be a better person. Keep the focus on you. Go for a walk. I know it's difficult. However, you will be fine.
Hang in there. It gets better ;-)
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer
