Journaling:

Even having made a choice to move forward, this is tough on me. Living here is hard when I want to R talk and I wish he'd change his mind.

Trying hard to let it go and work on me, knowing he's just focused on moving forward without me. It hurts.

Is it possible he's unaffected by DBing and 180s?


BF:40 M:33
SD: 12
T: 8, never married, no kids together
BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try".
PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".